its hard following your heart when your biggest supporters dont agree with it. i know what i want to do and how i want to do it. but my supporters dont see it that way. they want me to cautious especially with limited income but if i dont try, i will regret not taking that opportunity because of their influence. i am not trying to be disobedient but i feel like im sacrificing my sanity to appease them. i dont want to feel disgruntled towards them but its hard when they are hindering me from what i want. all of my life, i have pretty much followed what they said but at this point, i gotta start making decisions for me, even if they disagree with it.
♥ A.Erika ♥
